smiling in crying...

I dreamt about u last night..i hope it will be the last..


and today..

ur mom text n call me right after i reach my office...ididnt answer the call n i didnt reply the sms ( no credit) but in fact the real is...im sick..n not ready to cry..oh God...
i just dont want to think bout u..

not that i want to forget u..

but i need my self to go on with life..

without u...


mak...sorry alia tak dpt nak balik ipoh n jumpa mak..bukan benci...bukan tak rindu..bukan tak sayang..

cuma anak mak nak baik dgn cepat..heals everything..

pray for me ya mak!

-love alia utk mak

saya hepi hari ni sbb energy sy da ada sikit...pls i dont spoil this mood....