Diari Ramadhan 3: break fast with family

hari ni berbuka di rumah parents..owh sy sgt rindu masakan ma.

now tgh memecut laju drive balik selayang..yeeehuuuuuuu


jalan ok x jem mcm tiap balik keje.hehe

oklaa sy mau lelap bentar.sgt penat okeh ngn keje arini.lyn budak2..


SELAMAT BERBUKA SEMUA!!!

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Diari Ramadhan 2:

ABU : Hi gurl, do you fasting today?


Gurl : Yeah off course,..

ABU : Why are you fasting?

Gurl : Are you crazy boy?? Allah told us to fasting so, we muslim, do it lah.

ABU : Why are you not close your aurah?

......Gurl : Eh, it mine.. not yours or others..

ABU : Huh! but ALLAH SAY TO US TO CLOSE OUR AURAH RIGHT?



Dont be FASTING slave, but be ALLAH's. Hope we are choose as a slave who get the hidayah in this tarbiah month. HAPPY FASTING :-P

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Diari ramadhan - Salam Ramadhan

1Ramadhan / 1ogos 2011
bismillahirahmanirrahim..

salam ramadhan buat semua umat Islam dan selamat berpuasa bg mereka yang mampu dan beriman.
moga ibadah tahun ini bertambah baik dan kecintaanku pada yg Hakiki akan terus kekal utuh di hati.

4pg.
tersedar lari lena yg panjang.masuk dapur panas lauk masak nasi n masak satu lauk tmbh.mata sesegar embun pagi.huhu.slalu punye pyh nk bgun.mgkn berkat ramadhan setan2 sume takde nk mghasut tu yg bole bgun awal.alhamdulillah.

4.30pg
nagji jap.smngt nk khatam Qur'an ramadhan ni.baca smentara tgu nasi masak.housemate sorg br bgun.nasib da siap hidang.kang sume da bgun leh sahur sm2.
makannnnnn..

5.15pg.
iron baju keje siap kemas dapur

5.35pg
taip blog ini dgn tabpinky nih smbil tgu azan subuh.


eh da azan.bye2. nak jumpe kesayangan saya yg satu.Allah swt.


TASBIH CINTA
alia iman

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choc cheese tart

gemmukkksss la cmni hahaha



sedap ni.baru amek td





harap kali ni dpt kongsi ngn ramai org lagi air tgn cik rai chef ni..

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hailam kopitiam..lapar& bad service

saya da lapar. sbb pg td x mkn mlm td demam.jd mkn sume muntah balik sekian.


keinginan nk mkn cheese tart rai makin

meluap2.. tak puas wlau da dua kali da order this month,


okeh HAILAM KOPITIAM..ms sy tgh taip ni sy msih ade kesabaran menunggu,perut da msuk angin. (jgn aku naik angin dalhler),
dua org ofismate amoi2 ni tgh sdp mkn lepas stgh jam tgu menu smpai.

alia?

ya masih menaip n tgu mknn smpai,lain di order lain yg smpai.dah kubilang tulis tp mamat myanmar ni berangan nk jd mamak kot bole ingt sume order
makanan alia msih xsmpai

amoi2 dah sparuh mkn.

ckup ms xdpt nk blah je.bengong tol.


akhirnya makanan dah smpai lepas dorg abes mkn n alia gegas ke toilet utk muntah sekian.

perut da masuk angin.

bye2.

saya x marah kamu sbb saya nk jadi org yg sabar.tp pham2 la ya.

CUSTOMER ALWAYS RIGHT.

nak plak yg teraniaya cam saya.

saya byr utk muntah sy bukan makanan saya.moga success selalu ya HAILAM KOPITIAM.

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Hi semua salam,saya da mula dgn hobi lama. . hehe. . .baking time.



Need to finish baking hundreds cupcakes for a client from putrajaya. Esok ngaja abes lwr ngntuk,huhu

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smiling in crying...

I dreamt about u last night..i hope it will be the last..


and today..

ur mom text n call me right after i reach my office...ididnt answer the call n i didnt reply the sms ( no credit) but in fact the real is...im sick..n not ready to cry..oh God...
i just dont want to think bout u..

not that i want to forget u..

but i need my self to go on with life..

without u...


mak...sorry alia tak dpt nak balik ipoh n jumpa mak..bukan benci...bukan tak rindu..bukan tak sayang..

cuma anak mak nak baik dgn cepat..heals everything..

pray for me ya mak!

-love alia utk mak

saya hepi hari ni sbb energy sy da ada sikit...pls i dont spoil this mood....

titik

Saya pasrah segalanya..

titik.

takkan berpaling lagi...

teringin nak buat novel??hurmm...tp saya malas nak taip...bole x?

ye..itu yg sy teringin n amat disuruh2 buat oleh teman2 penulis...urgh....hampir 8 tahun tanpa hasil nukilan..memang otak dah tepu..hahaaa..(maaf ya teman2..saya dah x kreatif mcm muda remaja dlu...bahasa melayu saya pn dah xde vocab penulisan yg lebih baik...sumenye dah short2 je...)

saya dah malas tulis..huahauhauhaua..ampun3..

idea mmg byk nak menulis tp..hurm...smpai kt working memory je..nak produce on behavior...hareeemmm...

ape dah dah alia melalut ni...ehehe...actually..skrg ni sy tgh...tgh menghitung hari...hari ape??biarla rahsia...tak siapa tahu melainkan Allah swt..ye ma n ayah sy pn xtahu..hehee...

citer pasal novel ni...ye..ade 3 buah karya sy dah pas kt someone...sbbnye malas nak menyambung....jadi sy bg je kat dia  n make it as dia punya...biar dia smbung ending nya..

jadinya...biarlaa sy menulis di sini sahaja ye...takkan ade karya dr saya smpai bila2 la kot...hehe..unless dah terbuka balik pintu hati ni nak menulis balik..

opss...eh tak tak...tak bermakna saya benci or x cintakan bidang tulisan lg...cuma..sy rs byk benda yg sy perlu pendam...ingt nak luahkan kt sini...tp ade yg mengenali saya membaca blog ni..karang kantoi lak..hahaha

satu ketika dahulu...

okehlaa...tak tau nak melalut ape..sbbnye dlm otak ni tgh pk seseorg..ye...sy bergaduh dgn dia..sbb saya ego n dia manja..sekian...

Thank you...

You’re a fool
I truly thank you
You’re true to me and
Gave me everything
You’re an angel
You must be tired and find it hard
To everlastingly believe in someone
Who is a nobody

Strange, it’s like you’re devoid of tears
You smile for me in illness
When I’m next to you

I cry tears of happiness
Words are stuck in my throat
I truly love you
My love for you, which I cannot express
I can finally tell you
I go on because of you

Strange, it’s like you’re devoid of tears
You smile for me in illness
When I’m next to you

I’m feeling very happy
Your smile
Shines on me
A long time from now, when the world ends
Remember, Do not forget
I’m always with you

I cry tears of happiness
Words are stuck in my throat
I truly love you
My love for you, which I cannot express
I can finally tell you
I go on because of you


tangshinun paboneyo
chongmal komapseumnida
na hanabakke morugo
akkimobshi ta chun saram
tangshinun chonsaneyo
ttaerol him-deul-go chichiltende
amugotdo bolkodomnun saramul
pyonhamobshi midochuneyo

isanghajyo kudaen nunmul-sae-mi omnapwayo
apado nalwi-hyae nurusojuneyu
kudae gyoteso

nan haengbokhaeso uneyo
mok kkute cha-in-nun ku mal
chongmal sarang-hamnida
pyo-hyon-do motharun mon-nan nae sarang
ijesoya marhaneyu nan
kudae-isso sarakajyu

isanghajyo kudaen nunmul-sae-mi omnapwayo
apado nalwi-hyae nurusojuneyu
kudae gyoteso

nan nomuna haengbo-khan-saram
hae-malknun kudae-misonun
narul pi-chwo-chu-neyo
mon hunnal sesangi dahanda-hae-do
itji-malgo giokhae-sho-yo
kudaegyote na issumul

nan haengbokhaeso uneyo
mok kkute cha-in-nun ku mal
chongmal sarang-hamnida
pyo-hyon-do motharun mon-nan nae sarang
ijesoya marhaneyu nan
kudae-isso sarakajyu

utk awak yg sy amat berterima kasih. saya tahu awak tak faham lagu ni..tapi saya nak awak tahu..ucapan satu ini takkan saya lupa walau apa jua keadaan..

..thank you...

Listen

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't

Listen....

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me

But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...

To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my own...

akankah dongeng menjadi kenyataan?

Ku sedar ku tak seberapa
Jika dibanding mereka
Yang jauh lebih megah dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias
Hanyalah hati yang ikhlas
Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela
Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

Belum pernah ku merasakan
Dipeluk dalam dakapan
Eratnya melindungi jiwa rapuh ini

Sanubariku memerlukan
Kehadiran seorang teman
Tulus mencurah kasih sepenuh hati

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

1 day to go...tua lagi setahun yek.....

Halluuu weekends!!

Macam mimpi je dah abes  wiken lagi sekali hehe...best ke x wiken ni xtau ler nak ckp...alia dalam mood PMS n tgh hadap sakit alia..sekian..xde ape yg menarik..hurm...sedihkan...hidup ok je alhamdulillah...semua masih in control..but ade certain2 perkara yg terkontrol tu alia diamkan saja...so far for da time being alia lebih suka sendiri...n tak nak jumpa sapa2..(haih dahla minggu depan ade majlis adik alia sorg ni..alang's engagement camnelaa nak hadap ni)....eh eh..bukan sedih sebab dia bertunang or ape...takkk..cuma sakit ku sudah datang kembali..ya seperti yg doc cakap dlu..makin dekat ngn July makin teruk keadaan nya...i will facing a very bad mood swing n cognitive pun celaru2..hahaa...hambeklaa..dah ler next week training..duk berulang alik ke klang shah alam...sekian...


sabtu 14/5/2011
patutnya hari ni akan jumpe along kt kepong..but as i said...alia tak tau nape ngn diri nih...nak lawan keadaan ni..da best i can do is praying n sleeping..tanak org disturb...tak bole penat..n super dooper sensitive...OHHHHHHHH.... alia perasan keadaan ni sejak awal May aritu..ntah nape tah...setiap hari akan mengalir je air mata ni tak tentu pasal...tak best laa mata...penat laa nangis..last week alia tersentuh org minta sedekah...alia bole nangis masa bg sumbangan kt dia...jumaat last week alia nampak accident..pun nangis,,hati rasa sayu n hiba...terus teringat keadaan arwah ms accident kt ipoh dlu...semalam adik alia buat hal n again...i'm crying.........................hadoi...letih...

cerita pasal mimpi...alia mimpi pelik2..nak kata tak baca doa...baca je...hurm....paling teruk mimpi malam tadi...alia mimpi semua gigi alia luruh...n my hands n legs cam paralyze...duduk pun atas kerusi roda...cakap pun tak bole...sepanjang masa badan bisa2 sakit..n plg sedih sgt2..alia menyusahkan dan menjadi beban buat family...semuanya org kena buatkan....apakah ini??  ermmm... sebab byk fikir mengenai July ni kah??oh no...doctor bukan tuhan....dia hanya jangkakan...tidaaakkkk...

dan sebab itu...mimpi2 yg makin menakutkan n ganas itu(ganas kah camtu)..alia takut nak tidur..n as a result...hamek kau...tak leh tido dua malam dah...mata sugar bugar setiap malam...sampai paksa diri tido...n telan ubat tido...haaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sabtu ni bangun pg2..hantar adik p test lesen L dia..then smentara tu kena p pick up my ma kt kl sentral..dia baru balik dr outstation singapore..then after that amek adik dr gombak...alhamdulillah...lulus jugak dia...hehehe...

dah late lunch da masa ni..so bedal McD jela...huhu...serius byk makan....hahaha..tengok laa balik ni sure sakit badan makan fastfood yg penuh khasiat niiii...heee...

malam layan AF n on9 smpai ke pagi..hahaha..reading blog to blog...


ahad 14/5/2011
hari ahad...pagi2 dah ke rumah nenek...sebabnya nak amek dulang hantaran alang n also visit nenek atuk yg tinggal kt ampang...lama sgt dah tak dtg..but sebelum tu send my adik to his driving lecture class...n masa dalam kereta...again..the pain attack directly to my legs...serius sakit...nasib laa alia x drive...ma drive sbb dr pg lg alia ting tong sbb tak tido2...hahaa...

sampai rumah nenek..terus terbaring...sakit td xsurut2..nak makan ubat ape pun dah xde dlm stock...nak p jmpe doc..im afraid again when i think about JULY........haih...had a delicious lunch kt rumah nenek...poor them...tinggal berdua je..da semakin tua...n mcm2 penyakit da jadi teman..atuk abah is a ex army...so dia alhamdulillah..sakit2 badan pun kuat lg..masih berkerja walau age da 76...i wonder if alia bole hidup selama itu...hurmm...

ptg tu lepas ujan reda..balik rumah ma n amek few thing...oh ye...sempat lg singgah umah jiran..cik yus yg rajin buat makan2...kali ni dia buat makan2 sbb besday dia..hehe..ape lagi..makan sesedap rasa (eh..cam pelik je)..then terus pecut balik shah alam...

eh tak tak...but before tu sempat singgah umah alang anta dulang hantaran dia..tamau laa bw balik shah alam...penuh keta den...smpai rumah dah kul 8.15mlm camtu..mak aii...letih badan tgk bilik....bilik banjirrrrrrrrr..........ADOOOOOOOOOIIIII...

duduk tingkat 3 pun bole banjir...ni gara2 x tutup tingkap..pastu ade plak roomate bodoh bangang sombong berlagak tu duduk rumah xreti nak tlg...abes lappy masuk air...haih..ntah bernyawa or x...jadinya balik tu operasi mengemas...mengvakum moping..n segala2nya bermula....malam mmg tenaga alia berganda2...tak mcm pagi...habis...flat bateri...

okeh la...ni je kot yg jadi wiken ni yg rasanya bole nak citer...yg lebih2 tu..tak yah laa....menyedihkan...

p/s: hari ini hari guru..esok hari ape ye??ehehee

30 days to go...

ye...lagi 30 hari saya akan tambah umur..eh bukan setiap hari kite bertambah usia ke??hahaha...


May dis year akan jadi tahun alia memulakan hidup baru dgn career n perjalanan study yg baru...beberapa langkah besar n penting alia amek utk masa depan yg baru ingin di corak...tinggalkan segala kekalahan n kelukaan lama...( tetapi alia tetap takkan dapat lupakan dia..)

 ape yang akan baru ye??

keje baru...
study baru...
kos baru....
gaji baru...
komitment baru....
semangat baru...
focus baru...
baju baru..



tp ade satu je yg tetap sama...


saya tetap diri saya...kan kan kan??

p/s:balik dr ipoh cuti weekend ngan kwn2 baru n lama...alia ternampak dia...tp alia buat dek je malam tu....eh saya dah kuat ke??